Ugh!

I just got back from my monthly WW meeting and all I can say is - UGH! I’d gained back those 2 lbs I lost last month plus some more. I’m now 16 lbs over goal, which is the highest ever since I made goal. The weirdest is that I’m still a size 12 and have been more or less since I made goal (I squeezed in to some 10’s). The only noticeable change I can see is that my tummy has become bigger and I’m getting a "muffin top" in some snug pants. Eeek!

April was a rough month on all accounts so I’m not really surprised. Too many creamy pasta and risotto dishes, wine, cheese, fresh bread and chocolate. All very comforting, but not on the scale...

When I was leaving my leader told me she’s leaving WW in the end of the month after 15 years as a leader. I almost felt like crying when she told me. Who’s going to support me now? She’s been with me all the way from the start. She can’t leave! The last thing she told me was that I shouldn’t give up. That I DID turn around my life, and that I can’t give in now after almost four years. I just can’t! But why did I then eat a bag of candy on my way home… Stress? Boredom? I don’t know. But I do know that I don’t want to be big again. Ever! I just don’t know how to make it through the rough patches. Sigh!