May 16, 2006

Down to two

The recruitment company just called about the Internet Marketing Manager position. Seems like I did good job on Friday, because the ferry company wants me to back tomorrow for a second interview. It’s just me and another person left, so I guess I should be happy, but I just feel very confused. I have no doubt that I would do an excellent job on the marketing bit, but being responsible for my own team. I have never dealt with staff issues before.

During my long walk on Sunday I came to the conclusion that I should take the Project Manager job at the Internet consultancy firm if I was offered it. That’s more like me. To make things happen and pull forward. But now… I feel sooooooo confused right now.


UPDATE
The recruitment lady called an hour later and cancelled tomorrow’s interview because one of the managers was out ill. I felt like weight had been lifted from you shoulders when we hung up. Sort of silly, really. They obviously think I’m good and would make a good manager otherwise I wouldn’t have gotten this far. I guess I’m just scared and frighten because being a manager is something that I never pictured myself, at least not in the near future.

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