May 29, 2007

Lost and confused

The project I’ve more or less been working constantly with for the last three months or so at work was put on hold on Friday. Not very surprisingly I might add, but after going at such a high speed for the last months I feel kind of lost and confused. What am I suppose to do now? It’s almost like I’ve been inside my own little plastic bubble and now I need to get back to reality.

An old boss of mine once called it post project stress or depression. You’ve worked very hard and concentrated with one thing for a long time, and then it’s over. Even though you know you have tons of other things to attend to you really don’t know what to do. Hence you feel lost and confused. I’m also extremely frustrated and disappointed that the project had to be halted, but that’s a totally different story. Things always happens for a reason…

Anyhow, so this week I’ve decided just to enjoy the fact that I’m not particular busy and can leave the office at normal hours. I can do whatever I feel like in the evenings. Like going to the gym, where I haven’t been since early April… Ugh! But tomorrow it is time for another wine testing and on Thursday I’m meeting up with some friends for drinks and dinner. Maybe next week… Promise!

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