February 08, 2009

Missing Dad

For the last couple of days I've been thinking a lot about Dad. I don't know why, but he keeps coming into my thoughts and last night I realised that I miss him, a lot. I even cried. Something that haven't happened in years. Crying over him that is. Otherwise I'm a big crybaby when watching soppy films and TV series.

At the same time I'm also wondering how I can miss someone who has been gone for 22 years (in August). I've lived most of my life without him, so why now? I just don't know, but I know I miss him terribly at the moment. 22 years or not, he was my dad and right now I want to see him and talk to him so much it literally hurts.

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